Confession

Assalamualaikum.Its been a long time since I last updated this blog right? Its so funny actually cause I forgot that I have a blog since I rarely open this blog to update or whatever.So eventhough I know this blog never have a visitor but I still want to share my thoughts or anything I want to share.So guys this is my shocking confession that I want to share long ago but I've never had the courage. Poor me.

     

            

 

Some of the Yaoi/Gay manga that I've read

                        What do you guys feel when I shared this post? I know some of you guys didn't believed that I like gay cause it's wrong right? I knew it is wrong but what can i do.Even I'm totally immersed in the gay manga don't think that I'm into this kind of relationship.I'm still straight but I'm open minded about this thing cause I don't know why I am like this.I know it's against our religion but when i read gay or watch gay people being open about their status, I can't bring myself to hate it. 

Lets recall back in our Past History about Kaum Sadum who had been punished by Allah S.W.T because they practice this kind of relationship among them. Its horrible right but why nowadays people seem can't oppose this LGBT? Why do you think? Its because many countries had been open about LGBT.Eventhough Malaysia did't like that but we have a couple that get married in the church in US. Many Malaysian are Mad about this couple but LGBT have their rights too. Ok now this topic seem to be out of nowhere. 

Ok let's get back on how and when did I start to like Gay. Please pay attention.Its only Gay not Lesbian.I really hate lesbian cause I'm straight af so how can I like the same Gender? Im sorry Lesbian comunity for unpurposely insult your community.Actually I can't remember when did I start reading Yaoi/gay manga. T_T sorry. But when I'm free, I will search some good yaoi manga to read. *take note that if the manga has been categoriesed as mature I'll avoid to read that manga. What I mean by good yaoi manga is they have moral values that I can take. Seriously! They really teach you some messages so that you didn't read it without any benefits. After reading manga, unconsciously I start to explore more about that community through youtube. Seeing many beutiful and handsome gay couple start to be more open aboout their relationship seriously bring me to tears of joy. PLEASE DON'T MOCK ME OR FEEL DISGUSTED. So lastly, I want to share where did I read the mangas. I read it at MANGAPARK.COM. Please don't read it, because I just want to share but I didn't mean to drag you guys into this bad things. Please avoid yourself from being influence in this thing.

Here is some gay people that have been open about their sexuality:

1. Joey Graceffa
2. Alex Bertie
3. Michael Buckley
4. Tyler Oakley
5. Troye Sivan
6. Connor Franta
7. Daniel Preda
8. MarkE Miller
9. Ethan Hethcote
10. Patrick Quirky

Here is some worth-it Manga to read: (Not yaoi manga)

1. Lookism
2. My heart is beating
3. Welcome to room #305
4. The children's teacher,Mr.Kwon
5. Circle( Wang Zi Ying)
6. Brothers
7. Dansui
8. Family complex
9. Aitsu no daihonme
10. Flat

Here is some good movies to watch: 

1. Futureless things
2. One night only
3. The brother
4. No regret
5. Antique bakery
6. Night flight
7. A round trip to love
8. Waterboy
9. Uncontrolled love
10. Love is coming

Thank you for all those who spend some of their time to read my post.I appreciate any kind of response you want to give. If you feel like you want to talk about it or give me some advices, kindly email me. Bye and see you soon on the next post which I expect is to be after I had finished SPM.Please pray for my success in SPM examination in 2017.